Run out to meet her and ask her, ‘Is everything all right with you, your husband, and your child?’”
“Yes,” the woman told Gehazi, “everything is fine.”
2 Kings 4:26
My managers finally broke the news that the end of August will be my last day. Writing that feels scary. I have been handling the news pretty well. The job was really toxic and I spent alot of my days crying. But I feel in my heart that it is the right decision.
For months, I had been isolated at work. Projects were taken away from me, meetings were held without me. It had been clear since 2023 that I was being pushed out. So I was glad to finally have a clear answer.
I trust in the Lord to find me another opportunity. But right now, I’m so grateful that he has moved me out.
Friends and family are scrabbling to help me find something but I feel in my heart that the right thing to do is just to stand still. Let the Lord work.
When I heard the story about the Shunammite women and her son, I couldn’t help but relate. I felt like God had given me this job which is why when things went badly, I reacted in a rather negative manner.
I had a stable job before this. It was difficult and it wasn’t that well-paying but I learnt alot.
It felt like by moving me to this company, I had made a bad move. But it was a move I made because I trusted that it was what the Lord wanted for me.
I would be lying if I said I didn’t still have my doubts from time to time. But we serve a faithful God and I trust that He will step in and resolve this in His own timing.